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Heretic TOC is my personal blog. I have been at odds with “the dominant narrative” of sexual morality over the last several decades, especially as regards children’s sexual self-determination and paedophilia. My aim here is to present a discourse of resistance. That probably sounds grim, but humour and cheerfulness are my weapons of choice, along with reason and research. Odd to call cheerfulness a “weapon”, I suppose, but I do feel it’s a good tool, at least, for combating the depression into which so many are prone to sink in these difficult times. Nor do I really intend to use humour as a weapon to hurt people, in the sense that satire can be savage. I prefer a gentler tone, in line with the kind of society I’d like to see.
I wish I could say it’s optimism keeps me going, but the demented ferocity of “abuse” witch hunting is patently becoming ever more dangerous and destructive. Raging infernos burn themselves out eventually, but I doubt I shall live to see the day. Anyone who wants to know about me need only Google. Here I will just add that I am the author of Paedophilia: The Radical Case, the full text of which is accessible at IPCE , and (as Carl Toms)  Michael Jackson’s Dangerous Liaisons. – Tom O’Carroll

 

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Denis

Congratulations for courage to talk about this controversial topic and discussed so superficially. Denis – Brazil

denis

Yes, this is a subject discussed superficially in the mainstream media, obviously. congratulations!

Paula

Tom? as a supposed victim myself aged between 4 and 13. I loved every minute. It was special. Men desiring my young body and caressing me was a turn on., My only reget was being in the wrong body at the wrong time. I have no desire to touch kids myself, but I will always be that little girl with older men

Cyril
Nada

Change the number of the cdn-XX, then click Download.

Quana

Hi to all. Just wondering about Alice Day. Is it an actual day that people celebrate in recognition of child lovers…And also about certain peices of jewelry that people wear to recognize each other, where do you purchase it or is this just another urban myth….?

Yure

Alice Day is more of a celebration between girl lovers. There is jewelry, indeed, but I don’t think anyone has any courage to manufacture them anymore. I think it stopped, but, from what I can gather, it used to happen.

KindWolf

I am writing to tell you– reader– about a film that I have seen. It is called Hanna, and for the past week it has had an effect on me like nothing else. It is amazing! Truthfully, I never watch movies or anything like that, but I’ve had so much on my mind that I decided to try and watch some in order to distract me from my miserable, lonely and disgraceful life. I had seen Hanna advertised before on Prime, but deliberately avoided it because I thought it would be social justice warrior stuff with anti-male scenes. I knew that I would turn off as soon as the cliche of the dirty pedophile getting beaten or even killed came on.
THE FILM is an allegory of ChildLove. The father is portrayed as a really kind man and a serious man who is preparing his child for the her world, and the evil antagonist is an unmarried woman while her sidekick is also an obnoxious queer who dresses like it’s the 80s still. The horrible adults of the CIA ( Adultism) try to hurt the beautiful Hanna. The man in the old theme park is probably a childlover who is an ally of her father. There arenotherbdecent men, like how at one point she wonders out from the desert into a hotel and some Arab owner let’s her stay in a room for free, and without asking for sexual factors as would normally happen in a movie. There is nothing like that anti-male stuff you get everywhere nowadays. Hanna’s deceased mother had a last dying wish to protect her infant daughter from being turned into a hateful person like the female antagonist.
When I tell you that Hanna is amazing you must believe me! She’s beautiful and elegant and might be partly related to a wolf because she is a mutant lol. I wish I could tuck her in at night and watch her grow into a woman.
Eventually this beautiful girl-child must kill the evil feminist manhater. I was so upset when it ended. I wanted her to be safe. But I worried for her because everyone was dead in the film around her, especially her father. The film ended so abruptly! Where does she go and has she any money? Where will she stay? She is of course equipped to survive in the wilderness like a forest or tundra or desert, to eat, to keep herself clean and wear clothes that she makes herself as she is an expert hunter. But I was worried that she doesn’t know much about the world outside of that. I couldn’t stand the idea that she might be so lonely and cold and I was depressed for days. I knew, however, that she had been trained to “adapt or die” and so she would probably at first steal money by way of her stealth martial arts abilities and superior problem-soving intelligence. Then she would get lots of money from that, as well as having taken some money off of the dead bodies around her belonging to the evil henchmen. So I prayed to God or whatever it is a number of times that she would be safe and well fed and happy. She knows several languages so I figured she might want to travel Europe. Surely they could have had shown her grown up as an old woman with grandkids or something? But then the film is present day so it wouldn’t work. Then I found out that a scene had been taken out from the end so I watched the scene on YouTube. The scene is she is back in her old cabin with her wilddogs. She is wearing her modern clothes under her skins with the intention to suggest how though she lives back in the wild she will be making visits to towns and such and maybe she will eventually stay there. Though that too would be sad as she would miss her wilddogs. Only, the chimney is burning as she leaves… what does that mean? I will have to revisit that scene or investigate chimney safety in wild forests. Also, if the wolfdogs are on the bed, they must have a special entrance in her absence. She already had a fake passport but I knew that she was perfectly capable of adapting. And then at the end of the clip she turns and smiles at the camera. It is as if she is smiling at me to let me know she is fine. Do you think that the universe answered my worries? I know she doesn’t exist now but I thought maybe somewhere in another universe or whatever… I know now she is safe. What do you think girrlovers ? I know this is mostly boys tho… I have watched interviews with the actress and stuff to stop me from obsessing with the character. The actress lol is nothing like Hanna and has horrible feminist views and supports the nspc although that is in Ireland so maybe it’s different there I know the church is bad. The film is absolutely about a girl growing into a woman. Her voice is amazing and sweet in the film and I just want her to be happy. This will sound anti-sex but it’s not: I haven’t fantasised once about kissing her or anything. For some reason I don’t have a sex drive towards her. I mean it’s there but in the background.
I would die right now in a thousand torture chambers for her happiness. Of course it is selfish because I am a worshipper of beauty!
The actress said recently that she was never chosen by directors for her looks. She said it to make a MeToo point. Really though? This current atmosphere where they decry the virtue of beauty , when it is as any other like intelligence and kindness. I adore her beauty when she was a girl. From interviews at the time of the release eight years ago, it is clear how entirely different she is from her character. Some said she saved the film, which did have problems. The film might be an imperfect vessel in this life for the true thing in another. I mean, the director is English so what do they know about where a stag’s heart should be? They only shoot pheasants there.
What did anyone else think of the film? And, moreover, Hanna herself?
( I am trying to get this post on multiple forums)

Voyeur

You made me want to watch

Gabriel

Hi tom, i just wanted to say how happy i am to find you and others who also support maps like me. As a gay 15 year old i feel that if i show my support for maps ill really be hated. I really can wait till i dont have to hide a relashionship with an older guy like you.

Gabriel C.

If you or others want to talk to me you can on [NAME OF SOCIAL MEDIA PLATFORM AND USER NAME DELETED]
DELETIONS MADE BY MODERATOR. MINDFUL OF LEGAL PROBLEMS, HERETIC TOC DOES NOT FACILITATE SOCIAL MEDIA CONNECTIONS.

Benjamin

Hello Tom. I was wondering if you had any insights on the current political atmosphere and how this affects your goals and what impacts it has had if any on your ideas about child/adult relationships.
Seems to me that we live in a post fact era and that there’s an increase air of disatisfaction with both the economic system and the growing uncertainty for the future. I myself am worried about the whether the world will break apart and turn openly violent or if it will be more of the same until we hit the inevitable wall (like a.i or the irreversible ecological catastrophe looking over our heads).
Thank you.

???? ??????

Hello, Tom! I’m a map from Russia. On our forum we made a decision to introduce the Day of Remembrance and Solidarity with the victims of pedophobia.
This is not a holiday, but a day of sorrow and memorial for those people who have not committed any violence and whose lives were destroyed by anti-pedophile laws and public hatred of pedophiles.
We need ideas on what day to assign it. It may be the date of a known murder or suicide due to pedophobia. Or it could be the date of the adoption of some particularly cruel law, because of which many innocent people suffered.
Do you support the idea of such a memorable day? If so, share your ideas on what date it should be assigned. We have some variants but we need more.
Sincerely, Sasha

Christian

Maybe remembering Paul Christiano’s suicide, but the date is uncertain, he isolated himself on Wednesday July 29, 2015, and his corpse was discovered on Saturday August 1.

Sasha Map

Thank you for this information! Cristiano and Brongersma was among considered options. Information about Joseph Doucé is new.
(I am Sasha Kopot. It’s my new account.)

Voyeur

Sadly it would just provide further opportunity for persecution and hatred of people who fight that enough.

Quana

Hi Erik. How are you? Are you doing ok?

Quana

I understand your frustrations Erik but I don’t think this blog is here for that purpose. It’s more to discuss the issue in a positive light hearted manner. I would be happy to chat privately with you if you wish to leave a contact number.

Quana

It was just so he could have some one to talk to as he seems quite frustrated. I completely understand your position. Apologies if I have caused any upset…

ERIK LOPEZ

i don’t wanna cause any trouble for anyone here-especially Tom Carroll. i guess i’m just a bit more honest about who & what i am sexually. i fully understand the implications i have stated. and if i have offended anyone please forgive me. i just wish i could talk with someone personally to air my feelings. it upsets me the laws and social outlook this subject seems to illicit. i promise to “tone” down my responses, but if it’s any way i can speak with someone, i am in great need of this.

Quana

You have not offended me at all Erik… I admire your honesty and courage. We just have to be prudent and respectful…

Erik Lopez

I’m Erik and a young boy lover. My interest is young boys. I’m 58 years old and see myself as normal in every way. Just because I prefer sex with young boys doesn’t make me “sick”, or a “pervert”. And personally I don’t care what society thinks about me. Nor do I ever feel the need to feel ashamed for loving young boys. Yes, I fully understand society’s outlook on this subject, I know my desires are natural. In no way would I ever physically harm anyone but my natural instincts when I see a young boy fill my head with desire for him. I’m writing this to maybe talk with other like minded men.

Quana

Hi Erik. Interesting listening to you. Not sure how to make contact with like minded men on this site.

Erik

hello,
i’m a man with NEEDS for sexual gratification with young boys & young girls.
[PARAGRAPH DELETED BY MODERATOR: ERIK, I DON’T KNOW WHETHER YOU ARE JUST TROLLING BUT THE REST OF YOUR POST READS LIKE A JUSTIFICATION OF RAPE DRESSED UP AS LOVE + TEACHING. THERE WOULD BE SOME MERIT IN PUBLISHING YOUR VIEWS (OTHER READERS WOULD BE ABLE TO POINT OUT THE WEAKNESS OF YOUR ARGUMENT, WHICH MIGHT BE A USEFUL EDUCATION FOR YOU) BUT THERE IS ALSO A RISK THAT THIS BLOG COULD MISTAKENLY BE SUPPOSED TO AGREE WITH YOUR POSITION.]

Voyeur

It just seems like Erik is able to be honest about who he is here. It’s easy to get carried away with how good it feels to do that after living a lie for so long. I hope you find someone like minded you can talk honestly with Erik. I completely understand how that would ease the loneliness of hiding every day. I admire your openness and courage x

Quana

I agree that 12 is the right age. I knew what I wanted then. And from my own personal experience I was fine…

Ain

At what age does penetrative sex with young boys/girls it become a realistic idea (assuming both people consent ofc)? I would think if the child was under 15 it would be too painful, even with lube and other preparations, but that’s just a first-glance kind of opinion.

thoughtsofadeviantdissident

Do you ever get any hassle from the UK officialdom regarding your blog, Tom? I’m thinking of publishing my own, but am wary of the downside, etc.

Benjamin

Hello Thomas. It dawned on me that from my perspective the biggest challenge for the promotion of child/adult intimate relationship is that of the relative instructional powerlessness that minors often find themselves. The idea of childhood innocence being burried so deeply in western civilization’s moral fabric that it has created several generations of hyper innocent children. How do you think this would be changed? I thought that perhaps by encouraging youth (and by that I mean adolescents) to get more involved in society hence allowing them to slowly over generations to detach themselves from the traditional hierarchy of the modern day family unit.
Any thoughts?

Lizzie

If you like have sex with a younger woman of age then. What about the children makes it desirable? I like to understand what you think. And what’s so great about the child or children?

Lizzie

So what if you dated or had sex with a women who looked like a child then what?

Benjamin

Hey Tom. I wanted to thank you for making me aware of the ipce site. It’s a trove of information and I’m taken aback at how “non-pc” the information is on there. It’s very strange to be aware of this perspective but unable to discuss it with anyone. I’ve tried with some friends and while some were open-minded some reacted rather violently to very notion of there being a “positive side” to pedophilic relationships.
But my question is, seeing as you’ve gone through the sexual revolution I was wondering if you could give me some insight on how pedophilia became so taboo in the first place? Like it’s been present throughout history and throughout a variety of culture but today it’s basically considered the worst possible thing you can be or do.

Quana

I don’t see what the big deal is. I had my first sexual encounter when I was 12 with a man much older than me and it was such an amazing experience… It lasted for about 3 years after that and I ended up doing ok in life.

Benjamin

Hello. I’m trying to get an idea of the conversation and while I’ve seen references I haven’t managed to find sources. I was wondering if you could point me in the right direction in order to find these so called “black swan” cases where the youth in the relationship expresses positive or neutral impact that their relationship with adult (sexual or not) had on them. I’m finding it difficult to find the sources of your book ” the radical case” on the internet and I’m never sure whether the stories of abuse I do find on the web suffer from the same oversaturated sample of people that the studies of child sexual abuse bring (as I’m the pedos are often from a clinical sample meaning it’s not ideal for judging the whole demographic

Yure

Tom, I don’t have means to contact you directly, in private. So I’m commenting here.
The United Nations are moving to ban cartoon/fictional child pornography. More details below.
https://www.boychat.org/messages/1524230.htm

Yure

Should I repost there?

Yure

I do have time. Thanks for the headsup. I showed here because the latest blog post wasn’t about this, so I thought it would be weird to mention something off-topic.

Roxana

For those who belive that beeing pedophile is normal, well is not normal at all no metter as hard you try to prove it is.
https://www.google.com/amp/s/neuroanthropology.net/2010/05/10/inside-the-mind-of-a-pedophile/amp/

Ain

Hi, I just started reading Pedophilia: The Radical Case and I haven’t finished it yet but so far I’ve found it really fascinating. I don’t know what my opinion is at this point- if I think pedophilia is good in some cases or all cases or bad without exception (and maybe that’s a good thing, for the sake of reading without bias.)
I don’t have it all figured out yet, but the one thing I know I disagree with is the fact that pedophiles are judged as immoral, disgusting beings without being given any platform to defend themselves. Whenever somebody’s revealed as a pedophile, their life is destroyed, so of course most people are just going to keep their nose clean. In my opinion, if we’re going to advance anywhere as a society we have to engage both sides in the argument, whether or not the issue at hand is immoral or not. Maybe pedophiles are detestable in all cases, but even if that’s so, they’re still human. So they have the same rights as anybody else.
Are there any other books, movies, essays, etc that support pedophilia? I feel like there’s so much discussion being wasted with the knee-jerk reaction of most people, but it’s so difficult to find any material from the other side.
Thank you,
Ain

Rey Gonzales

Its people who are sexual sadists and that have a violent nature, that like to inflict mental and physical pain, that cause the real problems. Not only in children but in adults as well. The word pedophile is being used as a general term and should be called something else when it doesn’t include sadism. I know therapists will argue that all forms of sexual encounters between children and adults is harmful and causes mental pain, but that’s an assumption and a lie. It all depends on how it is done. If it is against the will of a person ofcourse it’s damaging and wrong. Sexual sadists are the people most likely to do actual harm because they don’t care if its consensual or not.
According to Australian research statistics that reveal 1 in 6 girls by the age of 18 report they have been involved in sexual activity with an adult, why is it that a vast majority never come forward when the law makes it so easy for them to come forward. Why aren’t we seeing thousands of men before the courts every week? Why? Because the truth is that most of the harm is done by the sexual sadists and the vast majority of so called pedophiles are not sexual sadists and have not created any harm to their so called victims. Do we ever hear about women who describe their sexual encounters with an adult in childhood as being a good or pleasant experience? No. because society doesn’t want to hear the truth and we have been brainwashed to believe that any such activity is harmful and wrong so even those that didn’t really have a bad experience will still have to believe that they did.
Relationships be it sexual or otherwise between adults and children have been going on since the beginning of time and for a certain percentage of people, its a normal part of life. Its nothing more than a different sexual preference. Who has the right to say what is right or wrong anyway unless it harms someone? There is research that shows that it does not cause harm if it is consensual but such research is quickly attacked.
In America and Europe people could marry at the age of 10 -12, some 130 years ago. It wasn’t a big deal then. Allah, for example, had a wife who was 9 yrs old. So are Islamists all pedophiles? Many cultures don’t have a problem with it so why has it become such a big deal in Western culture in this day and age? We live in a society where bank robbers and murders get celebrity status whilst pedophiles are seen as devils. Lets distinguish between pedophiles because there are two classes. The word pedophile should only be used when it involves people who are sexual sadists. Most pedophiles are not sexual sadists.

Tina

Your ideology is your own insanity.
It’s your own insanity that makes you think prepubescent children enjoy sexual behavior from a grown man or woman.
You yourself has said, if a child is exposed to socially acceptable sexual behavior, ex. Seeing their parents having sex, they’re more acceptable to accepting sexual advances.
In all the research you have given..we have not heard the side of your victims..or as you say…your lovers…and their stories.
Just because someone doesn’t show pain, does not mean they aren’t in pain. To me, you lack empathy. In empathy is love.
Your claim that your sexual preference is the same as being gay is absurd. Which brings me back to the same thought.
Your ideology is only one sided. You’re victims do not even have the vocabulary to speak about the violating acts that you call love. Let alone be a willing and knowing participant of YOUR act.
I doubt this will make your blog, as I am sure you do not have any intellectual answers that you can’t back up with a B.S. reference.
Insane people don’t know they’re insane.

Paula

I am an alledged victim and let me tell you straight. I enjoyed every minute of it. I often knew it was coming and my tummy was excited. I would rather have a grown man kissing and stroking my body than having one kicking me upside down. I were born a boy but I were happy to be an innocent 10 year old stood on a stage winning competitions dressed as a girl. I personally don’t go for kids. I like the older men so that I can carry on my past. Men cut off and leave you in the dark though. That is what I hate about them. When you start responding like a girl and start flirting then they give you the brush off, You aren’t that little kid anymore.

AJ

I find this quite an awful self-explanatory thought, but hypothetically, if any young child was ever able to give constent and was interested in any sexual activity, it wouldn’t for sure be with a repulsive old man. That would be too scary and just gross. Stop lying to yourself, no child wants you near them. I am 25 and would not let you touch me, it’s simply too gross. Ew.

Paula

I wish I had met you Tom in my younger days. You are hot and I would have wanked you off and let you pass me around your friends. I am a boy but I love attention by men and especially when they turn me into a girl. If you ever get locked up again, I will be your younger wife.
[Tom writes: Love your enthusiasm, Paula, but let’s be clear: passing kids around was never on my agenda. If a kid can enjoy sex with more than one adult, that’s fine – Hollywood’s Scotty Bowers is a good published example, in his memoir Full Service – but is should be their choice, not the adult’s.]

gordonk

I just ran across this bit of research that fits in with our battle. I suspect that we still have some room to get to the 25% mark, but perhaps not as far as I sometimes fear.
https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/the-25-revolution-how-big-does-a-minority-have-to-be-to-reshape-society/

thoughtsofadeviantdissident

Can The New GDPR Be Used Against This Lot?
Whilst I’m not on their database, I wonder if we can use the new EU legislation to shut this website down?
https://theukdatabase.com
Shower of bastards!

thoughtsofadeviantdissident

Reading the bumf, it looks like only those directly affected by it can complain.

Andrew

What is your opinion on the book ‘Lolita’?

Liz

Hey!
I sent you an email with an enquiry concerning Paidika magazine but maybe it never arrived.
Where I live (sunny Mediterranean) there is a great poverty of discussion concerning childhood sexuality so your books and blog are a real treasure.
Cheers! 🙂

Liz

Thanks so much!

Explorer

Tom, did you receive my latest e-mails (from 5th and 13th of May)? Due to some technical problems I occasionally have with my e-mail service, they might have simply failed to reach you… So I want to ascertain that they you have them!

Explorer

Unfortunately, I haven’t received your replies… Maybe you would make one last try to send them?
If this attempt fails, then I will wait for the resuscitation and/or renovation of your PC system, so we will be able to restore our private communication!

Rique

Hello, Carroll! I’m a young Brazilian and although I’ve known him for a while, I’ll start following his site now! There seems to be a good collection of texts here (I’ve read some)
It’s a shame that I have not yet read your book ‘Paedophilia: The Radical Case’ because I do not speak English yet, and as far as I know, there is no translation into Portuguese …
Hugs!

Rique

It would be a pleasure to translate your book one day!
Oooh yes! Here in my country we usually call people by their first name, but I was in doubt about other countries, I heard that it was some kind of “lack of respect” but it seems not!
So, hugs, Tom! 🙂

Rique

The current one is called ‘Michel Temer’, a conservative coup … One of the worst things that has happened in Brazil in the last years …

Rique

Looks like a good article, I’ll read it soon.
Yes, it’s called ‘Temer’, but there’s no specific reason, it’s not respect or anything like that, it’s just an exception …

Thoughts of a Deviant Dissident

I don’t know how you manage to stay cheerful, Tom? I find it depressing when I see and hear reminders of what I was convicted for around the place.
You think everything has died down, then a comment out of the blue from someone purse you back to square one. I’ve found recently that there are teenage kids keep staring at my house for a long time and then at me when I’m out and about. You can see them mouthing comments to each other and at times pointing. It certainly doesn’t help my low moods or poor mental health…

Thoughts of a Deviant Dissident

Wish I could, Tom. But finances and my mother’s failing health doesn’t permit it at this time, unfortunately.

Thoughts of a Deviant Dissident

My mum started talking about the BBC complaining to Facebook regarding do called child abuse images on Facebook.
I think my mum does it to rub it in and see if I produce the ‘correct’ outraged response.
It’s a real pain in the arse at times!

thoughtsofadeviantdissident

Do you think militant paedophilia may come to the forefront because of the witch hunt that’s being perpetuated by the tabloid media, the BBC and tattooed knuckle dragging thugs aka paedo hunters?

thoughtsofadeviantdissident

I wouldn’t advocate violence of any description. What I meant was non violent civil disobedience. Militant in the form of fighting back against the witch hunts, etc. More like Stonewall was for gay rights…

thoughtsofadeviantdissident

I think there are only 4 choices for the future of our sexual orientation. One is the status quo were people are criminalised. Two is rounding us all up and putting us to death, as some would advocate. Thirdly, throw us all in jail for a long time, requiring possibly space for several hundreds of thousands of us. The last option and the leas likely in my lifetime is the decriminalisation of active paedophilia and watching child port. [TOC: Sport? Ah, porn, got it! For one dreadful moment I thought they’d made it illegal to watch kids playing soccer, etc., although that may come!]
I strongly believe that we are headed towards some resembling 1930’s Nazi Germany’s attitude towards some minorities and the persecution that followed, but with paedophiles being the target, legitimised by the State, media and the large thuggish element prevalent today!

tom smith

Wonderful blog here/ thank you so much!

Jessie Nagy

Article submission:
Origins Of B.D.S.M./Hypocrisy Of Female Sexuality | by Jessie Nagy
[ARTICLE DELETED; MODERATOR COMMENT FOLLOWS]
Dear Jessie Nagy,
Thank you for submitting your article, “Origins Of B.D.S.M./Hypocrisy Of Female Sexuality”.
Unfortunately, there are a number of reasons why I will not be able to use it, starting with length: at nearly 7,000 words it is far too long for use as a guest blog, as I aim to keep these at around 2,000 words or under. Sometimes a blog can be split into more than one part but only if the style is right, and I am afraid that is not the case with this one: it is written like notes for an essay rather than an essay itself, which needs a more flowing and connected narrative.
Judging by the subject matter as it presents itself in the first few paragraphs, your theme and ideas might be of some be interest but the material needs to be marshalled very carefully into a coherently presented argument and I do not see any sign of that.
So I cannot use your article. You are welcome to make short comments on my blog in the usual way though.
Best wishes,
Tom O’Carroll
Heretic TOC
[P.S. THE ABOVE MESSAGE WAS SENT TODAY TO THE EMAIL ADDRESS YOU GAVE, BUT A RETURN SERVER MESSAGE WAS RECEIVED SAYING IT COULD NOT BE DELIVERED.]

Christian

Rejoice! Web.horde.ws has rated the “Child Safety” of your blog as “Excellent”:
http://web.horde.ws/tomocarroll.wordpress.com
So all mothers can confidently let their kids visit H-TOC.

Tim Miles

The Sun readers of the Country who are controlled by a easy no weight view. Will always gather strength in numbers it easy to blame. When you look at other Countries through out the world we are the most backwould in my mind on this subject. History proves your points it easy to say no.

tim miles

Hi Tom, freedom of speech in this country is slowly slipping away.
My thoughts support a lot in which you speak, I can’t say to much but
keep on being true to yourself. It’s gone totally mad the country in which we live in over protective to the extreme .

sbobet

Appreciating the time and effort you put into your
site and detailed information you provide. It’s nice to come across a blog every once in a while that isn’t the same out of date rehashed information. Fantastic read!
I’ve saved your site and I’m adding your RSS feeds to my Google account.

Cori Rodriguez

Your an idiot and so are the people who espouse your claptrap. You can keep fighting but you will never win. Your wish to have sex with children just shows what a lunatic you are along with all your perverted friends and followers. What’s the matter, can’t find anyone your own age who would tolerate you or were you just rejected a lot as a teenager?

M.

9 months since my last post and I am still alive and kicking. Well, well….it appears as “James Riske”, “Bob and Carole” and racist “Tom Shelly, White God” is still alive and well, or at least that sort of mentality. I remember back in the mid 1990’s (yeah, I’m THAT old!) when you, Tom, had some spirited debates/fights with that boorish cretin on the usenet forums. His vile attitude and closed mind used to anger me beyond words. I applaud your calm, well thought out response to “Cori Rodriguez”. I don’t think there’s enough narcotic sedatives in the world for me to be able to deal with those types of arrogant blowhards. I doff my cap to you, good sir!

M.

Hmm…whoever it was used the pseudonym Tom O’Carrol. It was for that very
reason I happened to remember your name! It must have been an admirer of
yours. You’ll be happy to know whoever it was did a fine job defending our
position and cause. Thanks for your reply, hope you are doing great! 🙂

Explorer

“No visual links though, please.”
Tom, can I post a link to the YouTube video featuring France 24 English report about homophobia (and paedophobia) in Russia? There is nothing even remotely resembling “kiddie porn” there, so it can be used against you, me and everyone else here, for sure…

Explorer

Thanks. And I wanted to say “it can NOT be used against you, me and everyone else here, for sure”. Unfortunately, there is no way to edit your comment after you have posted it… And making replies is hard, since you are automatically moved in the end of the web page, losing the ability to see text to which you are replying. And the comments are shrinking when you are replying…
WordPress as a blog platform has its technical problems, for sure. But it supports unrestricted free speech, and this is what is good about it. It refused to supress your blog after the public demands to do it, as I remember…

fasfkasf

Hey, Tom. Mind ever joining us in LifeLine (run by BoyChat) to real-time chat with other paedophiles? There is quite a mixed audience, in fact — several non-paedophiles, several female paedophiles, both heterosexuailty and homosexuality represented.

fasfkasf

So you’re coming sometime? Cool. May want to tell me the day(s) and time(s) and then it could be announced on both BC and LL that a ‘special guest’ is coming – many people would be interested in talking with you, I imagine, being such an important figure. Also, the chatroom is only open at scheduled times – typically Tuesdays 6PM-10PM, Thursdays 4AM-6AM, Fridays 6PM-8PM, Saturdays 8PM-10PM, and Sundays 6PM-10PM, all times British time. But there are exceptions, because rarely a scheduled time gets missed and the chat doesn’t go open, and sometimes the chatroom is open at random times. All of that can be accounted for, however, by planning it with one of the moderators – I could arrange that for you if you want.

Andrew Wyatt
Boy

Tom, I’m not a paedophile and I just want to thank you for all the work you’ve done over all these years, despite the situation monumentally becoming worse and worse to the point in which two teenagers having sex is now grounds for prison and destruction of lives. You have been fighting for the rights and dignity of human beings, you KNOW this. You may have opinions overwhelmingly against you, but facts will remain facts and what you are doing is still undoubtedly right and benefits all of us, even those of us who are not paedophiles. Though unfortunately the situation is very bad right now, it will change as long as someone keeps swimming against the tides and one day we will usher into a new era of understanding and tolerance.
Despite not being a paedophie I know very well the extent of damage the sex panic has inflicted on my friends, my loved ones, the personalities of various people in general and their quality of life. And we just had to experience a tiny fraction of the damage that could be inflicted in only a relatively non-severe case, but then the possible massive extent of the damage, and the subtle indirect damage to everyone in general became felt. Fighting against this sex panic isn’t a matter of being a paedophile or not but working towards the common good of everyone. My loved ones and my friends are aware of the damage our lives had to endure and we support your struggle. We are an innocent family which has been damaged by the social attitudes supposedly meant to protect us but which have really ravaged our lives.
Fight the good fight!

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Captain burrito

I’m not a pedophile, but sorry you ppl take so much shit.

Paula Black

Tom, why aren’t you letting my comments be posted? I guess you would prefer to stay blissfully stupid and ignorant, so you and your child raping friends can keep thinking that you aren’t hurting kids. You actually love them and wouldn’t cause any harm to any child other than sticking your dick in them! That causes harm. I wouldn’t have gotten so mean and rude if you would have let the first comment go on, but no. Now, I’m going to harrass the shit out of you. Also, where this SHIT is posting in America. That makes it illegal. So, I’ll just contact the authorities!

cas

I’m a young man. I just graduated from high school this year. I don’t know what to do with my life, I’m very poor, and being a boylover in the middle of all this makes everything so hard. I’m sick and have no health insurance… my life’s just a mess, and I have no hope. I came out as a pedo to all my online friends because I have nothing to lose anymore. I might come out as a pedo more, too. IDK… I’m a BL and I hate my life.

tank

Hi tom. I’m new to this complicated twitter internet stuff!
It took me ages to find this and I just identify with so much that is being said here. It’s such a relief, 1.to download your book and 2.be able to see things discussed rationally and sympathetically. I now live alone and have a fairly anonymous life. My interest in, delight in and fondness for young girls is regarded as so horrendous and evil that I now hate myself and desperately try to repress my feelings and behave in a way acceptable to society.
I am aghast that people think I would deliberately or accidentally hurt a child physically emotionally or psychologically.
Thank God for your book!
I would be interested to know about other people in a similar situation and how they cope. Just to have a conversation that is friendly, non-judgemental, rational and not too ‘heavy’.
Are we allowed to have a sense of humour?

Paula Black

As a victim of child molestation, I can assure you that it does severe damage to the child and to say otherwise, is just your way of trying to justify what you enjoy. Hell, I like to hunt, so should I hunt humans due to the fact that killing animals is so fun. I think not, and no matter how I would try to justify my love of murder, it’s still murder. Plain and simple. It doesn’t matter how much I like it or not, it’s still wrong. You say we are born with the desire to have sex with children, but are we not born with the same need to murder. Are we not mammals? And, how is this any different? I am not being rude or inconsiderate, I just have a knack for calling out false logic. I didn’t come here to argue, I would only like to hear your outlook on my reply. I can completely understand if I don’t hear back from you, due to the fact that my logic is sound and yours isn’t logic at all, it’s just desire and trying to find a way to explain away the fact that you have harmed and hindered so many. Not, only are you hurting yourself, the children that you have molested, but all of these poor people who come here looking for reasons to keep their desires on going. You do realize that most of these people will feel comfort for the first time by belonging. Thus, these people will finally feel comfortable enough to act out their desires and end of in prison or even worse, dead! This is a disease of the mind, these people need to be pittied and helped. Not, told that all of this is right as rain?!? It is illegal and they will end up imprisoned or killed and neither is okay with me! Do we imprison or murder the mentally disabled or mentally insane, no! We provide them with the help that they so desperately need. I have read some of the comments and these people seem to be more depressed, flawed and mentally ill, rather than the latter of criminals or deviants. Help these people, sir. Help them travel down the road that you refused to travel. The road that’s less taken will lead to a good, happy and productive life. The road that your telling them to travel is filled with pain, uncertainty, regret, and loneliness. Especially once they’re locked up and they have to register as a sex offender. I couldn’t imagine being told that I have to alert everyone that lives around me to the fact that I couldn’t control myself and I enjoy having sexual relations with children! I can imagine my neighbors torturing me over the fact. I can imagine getting attacked every, other day and the police not caring because no one likes child molesters. If you had a child would you not feel the same way? But, to mistreat and harm these people isn’t what I’m looking for. I’m looking to help them and in helping them, I help all of the children that won’t be molested and treated as a sex toy, like I unfortunately was. Just think, if someone cared that much for my molester, I wouldn’t need the therapy that I pay so much for. I wouldn’t need to fear for my children like I do. I would be able to let them live a more free range life, but I can’t. I can’t do that because I am so afraid that a lost soul will find them and treat them the way I was treated. This hasn’t affected only myself, but everyone in my family. It’s affected my children because I shelter them more than I should. It affected my mother so badly that she eventually died from the matter because she was the one who let my molester stay with us and the whole time she was downstairs, I was being raped upstairs. This affected my father because he watched his little girl become a woman overnight. Once you open that door, you can’t close it. This has affected my husband because he’s had to watch his wife be raped over and over again every night when i go to sleep. Also, I’m such a shut in, due to the fact that if someone (who we trusted and loved) could do this to a 5 year old child can you imagine what else the world has in store for that child. My health has felt the affects as well. My cervix is completely upside down and backwards and severe bladder problems. It was only by God’s grace that i was able to have children. The doctor said it was impossible for a long time. Also, I had cervical cancer at the ripe age of 12 years old and the doctor said that this was a direct result of being “sexually active” at a very young age. I guess you can call it “sexually active”. Just please, step back and look at what your actions cause for the child in question and quit being so selfish. Actually help these people and quit telling everyone that abusing a child is okay, because it’s not! It’s really not okay for the child who has to live with what happened for the rest of their life and all of the medical issues that come with it. Good luck, best wishes and God bless to everyone.

Tash

It’s scientific fact that sex with children causes a multitude of medical problems. Aside from that, a child is not old enough to have developed an educated understanding of their fragile bodies and the relationships that develop between two people so any involvement with an adult in early years can and DOES result psychological damage and pain once the child is old enough to start considering the events as a developed adult. There’s an insurmountable body of personal accounts that support that stance so I find it hard to believe, though you seem to speak thoughtfully and with conviction, that you could possibly truly believe that you are not causing harm when you do these things.
You are. There’s proof. Accept that and come to terms with who you really are and what you have done.
I think a lot of pedos (definitely not all) need help more than anything but you cannot be serious about thinking thus is okay?? Maybe for you it is! But not your victims.
The very fact that many of you describe your attraction specifically to the age group just shows how temporary your “love” is and how you’re really just objectifying people who are too young and defenceless to know better and protect themselves. You don’t love them. You’re just using them. And when they grow up they’ll realise that and THAT’S when the damage really hits.
You’re just in denial.

Yure

Tom, dearest, I hope I’m not annoying you with my sheer amounts of eagerness. And hello, Tash. I would like to start by saying that I had a really close and intimate relationship with my father and nothing of value was lost. Now, onto your comment.
It’s scientific fact that sex with children causes a multitude of medical problems if it’s forced, that’s how you should have said it. If there’s no pain and no violence, the kid is likely to enjoy or forget it.
https://www.ipce.info/library_3/rbt/metaana.htm
Aside from that, a child is not old enough to have developed an educated understanding of their fragile bodies and the relationships that develop between two people, but the adult is. A pedophile, who is not only sexually attracted to, but also emotionally bound to, a child, won’t try to bring the child to his level, but bring himself down to the level of the child. Sexuality, in children, is entirely non-penetrative, so it’s a misconception to think that pedophiles “fuck” children. Pedophiles who are convicted are usually convicted of small actions, such as kissing, undressing or fondling. If someone indeed fucked some tyke, they are most likely not a pedophile, but whatever else.
https://web.archive.org/web/20071219095524/http://www.paedosexualitaet.de:80/pedo/interest.html
So any involvement with an adult in early years can and DOES result psychological damage and pain once the child is old enough to start considering the events as a developed adult, but only if you are doing something dangerous. You may also want to consider if the benefit outweights the risk. Assuming that pedophiles indulge with children in skin-to-skin contact, even if intimate (like my father did, I love to stress this), then it’s not different than children having intimate contact between themselves. There’s no inherent risk. However, a child can consent at 12 for sex reassignment surgery, an act that they most likely won’t understand without a 16-hour-long introductory course with certification, and that may have lifelong consequences. If a kid can give consent to that at 12, how come they can’t consent to non-penetrative intimacy before 14 (in my country), no matter if with an adult or a peer? On the other hand, intervention in harmless relationships may cause damage to the kid. I don’t see what kind of benefit I would have gotten by being deprived of my father at age seven for up to fifteen years. It would cause financial unbalance to the entire family. If anything, that contact brought us closer and I would long for his presence if he was taken away.
https://Consentinghumans.Wordpress.Com/2015/12/09/18-Common-Misconceptions-About-Paedophiles-Paedophilia-Update-Reblog/
There’s an insurmountable body of personal accounts that support that stance, but there’s also an insurmountable body of personal accounts that do not support it. Some studies are made with non-clinical and non-legal samples of adult-child intimacy to gauge how much damage they cause. The fact that those are non-clinical and non-legal means that there are cases of intimacy that don’t cause harm and aren’t reported. Not all of them are bad, despite being illegal.
https://www.ipce.info/host/rivas/positive_memories.htm
I’m not a victim by any means, by the way. And many others don’t feel like it. But the number of people becoming victims of the current laws is increasing and no one is stopping it. The five countries with most cases of abuse (real or not) are five of the countries with the highest age of consent.
http://www.ibtimes.co.uk/child-sexual-abuse-top-5-countries-highest-
rates-1436162
And finally, many pedophiles aren’t exclusive, that is, they don’t derive sexual stimulation from children only. When the kid grows, they develop another kind of interest. Plus, even if the pedophile is exclusive, the love may continue existing. Love isn’t lust, they are different things. That’s why people remain married even after the loved one loses all it’s interesting physical attributes. The denial is elsewhere.
http://Www.Exitinterview.Biz/Suppression/Index.Htm

Yure

I actually made a mistake. It wasn’t sex reassignment surgery, but puberty blocking. You know, by delaying signs of puberty. Hopefully, you will forgive me.
It happened recently in Brazil for what seems to be the first time. There was no real regulation so the kid opened a precedent.

M.

Hi Tom,
This is M. checking in to let you know I am alive and doing ok. Still horribly lonely, but suicide is not an option at the moment. I appreciate the support and kind words shown by those that can truly relate to my situation, as mine is a struggle we all seem to face at one time or another. Summer won’t last much longer here in North America. I tend to spend most of my days indoors, away from the tiny feminie visions of lovelliness, scantily clad in swimwear or shorts. It causes tremendous longing, both emotional and physical. Like the Stones said in Paint it Black, “I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes, I have to turn my head until my darkness goes”. Here’s hoping your visions of loveliness don’t cause you any grief or longing like mine do. On a lighter note, I would like to wish you a sincerely happy 70th birthday!! Hope you are out and about with friends or someone special relishing the day/evening, and soaking up the sights we all delight in. May g_d, or whatever greater power that runs things in our world give you 70 more years with a hundred times less trouble and ten-thousand times more joy than the last 70. Thanks again for all you’ve done for our plight! ENJOY! 🙂

Ronnie

Hi M. After reading your post here, let me just hold out my hand in solidarity to you. Loneliness is a slow death, but you aren’t alone in spirit. Hang in there.
Love and peace.

tank

M. I have SO much sympathy with what you say….. and feel. I identify with everything you say. Keep sane, enjoy life. Girls are even more attractive in summer!
Wish i’d found these sane comments earlier in my life.

Ronnie

Hello Tom,
I just saw part of the “60 Minutes” show on Australian TV on YouTube, where you and the moderator were banging heads. His moderation was outlandish if not downright unprofessional. It’s a wonder you got out one complete sentence for his continual interruptions. I think I would have walk off too.
Is there any mainstream media anywhere nowadays that would at least provide an equal discourse on pedophilia?
When Barbara Walters was interviewing Mary Kay Letourneau, she at least allowed Mary to present her arguments uninterrupted—although if I was being interviewed, I would ask Barbara to take the lemon wedge out of her mouth.

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